“She starts clenching her fists again, relaxes them and starts rubbing her fingers…anything she can do to not demolish them with her teeth as she stares at him.
“I can’t do this” is all she can barely croak, her voice still raspy and choked from the tears.
“I won’t let you go. I will love you forever and that is the end of it” he says as he walks out of the room leaving her there with nothing more than her thoughts that completely cloud her mind, unraveling every fear she has enveloped in the past few months. Every wall she has built …to keep it out…to keep him out…betraying herself and capturing her within those walls…
everything she has worked hard for to become this cold, apathetic person, that can’t be tortured with desiring pain…
and there they come. the tears. the hope. the recognition that more than anything she wants him.
she sleeps as all the dolls watch her. “@10 months ago